first day of corn maize today.. i worked the obstacle blow up inflatable.. not too bad. =) it was beautiful out. these next 2 days off are going to be great. =)
i am beginning to feel more at home here. i have loved it since day one, but it wasn't home yet. it's becoming more and more like a home to me. i love it.. i am growing closer to the interns, to the staff, to the community here. to be honest i was really homesick for a while.. it was weird. i have been away from home for 4 years and wasn't ever really homesick.. haha kinda funny.. i think it was the whole being done with softball and school and growing up kinda deal. you know, moving on and growing up?? yea. i didn't want that just yet, but i don't have to grow up. =) i'm at rvr and i can still be a kid and a grown up at the same time.. how lucky am i? i wonder where the Lord will take me after this year. it's fun waiting and knowing He is writing my story. there is beauty in the waiting. i love that.. it's not always easy waiting upon the Lord, but the only way to go! =) isn't is reassuring that you aren't in control, that you don't write your life story, that someone who loves you and knows you better than you know yourself is writing your story with perfect hands?? ah, i am captivated by Him.
Lord give me one pure and holy passion, give me one magnificent obsession. give me one glorious ambition for my life, to know and follow hard after you.
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